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in schl , it was damn boring . i felt so so tired & sleepy . so , i just slept in class :) during bm , teacher didnt teach us but she played a game with us . i dnt knw wht game is that haha but it was fun . if someone is holding the pen , he/she must act infront us . we laughed like crazy . then i continued sleeping haha then , in the evening , i went to taipan . i went with baby and her friend . then he sent us to kopitiam . we went to strawberry fields and met tiqot and her friends there .then i ate keow teow tom yam . my fav food there . then 30 mins later , q and yudesh arrived . then we went to guardian to choose my new hair colour . i bought golden dark brown :) i'll colour my hair ths sunday . bby's sister is gonna colour my hair . we went to kopitiam fr awhile . we felt so bored . so we went to the rooftop . me , fara , tiqot , qairul , yudesh ,dinie , taufiq and 3 guys tht i dnt knw . then me , bby , and tiqot hung out at starbucks while waiting for my mum to fetch us . after tht , i sent bby home . i listened to hindustan music haha then i suddenly started crying bcos of some stupid and crappy things that i shouldn't think about . then my dad brought us to kl fr dinner . i wasn't in the mood . so i just ate quietly while listening to music . thats all . i'm so excited fr tmrrw. i'll be going to tiqot's hometown with her . i hope i can relax my mind there :))

lizard with no tail

today , i had mood swings . sometimes i was okay , sometimes i wasn't . in schl , i didn't talk much . i dnt knw why . during maths , our teacher left early . so i sat at the back with my clssmates . then suddenly rizie threw something on the table . i didn't know what it was . suddenly that thing moved :S . it was a lizard with no tail . hahaha . it was damn funny . everyone in the class were screaming ,jumping & running out of the clss . then the lizard went out of our class by itself . then our history teacher got a little angry bcos we yelled and made a riot . haha but it was really funny . then after schl , frm 2pm - 6pm , i sat in front of the tv the whole time . i was so moody . i kept thinking about everything . i was alone at home. my mom was out . then at night i went online . suddenly , amar invited me to join lazara . i didn't mind actually . so i just said yes . hello lazara :) then i did my hw and studied . i just found out that our exam is starting early next month . stressed ! i need tuition pleasee

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9th august 2008 ( saturday ) today i was supposed to go to my class party but its cancelled bcos we had some prob . bla bla . i woke up at 11am . then my mom was babbling at me bcos i got up late . i went to my hometown at perak . we left at 3pm , then we fetched my yourger brother at his hostel . i arrived at my grandmother's house at 9pm . then , i played with my younger cousins . it was really fun , we can't stop laughing . then we played with our pillows then we slept at 12am .


10th august 2008 ( sunday ) while i was sleeping at 3.30am , my phone vibrated. it was teyra . i answered bcos she had a prob . then ariel called using aedy's number . then i hung up bcos i was surrounded by my relatives . so it wasn't easy to talk . then i texted with uzair until 4.30am bcos his house went black out . so i accompanied him fr a while bt then i fell asleep . then i had to get up at 8am to help around the house bcos we were going to have a kenduri tahlil fr my late grandfather . there were a lot people including the ones that i rarely meet . it was fun . at 3 pm i sent my brother to his hostel . then , we went home . end


11th august 2008 ( monday ) at schl , i was quite kelam kabut . bby & teyra didnt come . so i sat with sera . we kept talking the whole time . i didn't pay attention when the teacher was teaching . i feel so tired today, then in the afternoon , i went to secret recipe with my mom fr lunch bcos my mom didnt cook today . thats all . bye

life

life is too short ,
time flies really fast ,
and sometimes we don't realize
that we make mistakes ,
lots of things happen in our daily life ,
everyday is different ,
and can confuse us

080808 is an awesome day :)

hello people . today is 080808 . nice date :) haha . at 1.30 am , uzair texted me using his indonesian number . i was soo excited . i asked him about indonesia and all . after that , i didn't feel sleepy . so i sat in front of my computer , i edited my blog , read other people 's blog . after that i chatted with filmon . we chatted till 5 am haha we talked and laughed a lot . then he told me his secret about whom he likes . only i know who . haha after that i felt so sleepy . i slept till 7am bcos i had to go to schl . oh myy ! only 2 hours of sleep and i have eyebags :| . but suddenly i became so hyper eventhough i didn't have enough sleep . fajran bribed me and bby rm 1 so that we would keep our mouths shut haha he wanted to skip history . then i played with my stapler , bby and qairul were mad at me . they said , '' nnti kne mata ,'' haha i know they love me ;p then my guy clssmates sang at the back bcos vincent brought his guitar . it was fun singing together . then during maths , the weather was gloomy . half the class were sleeping except me . haha teacher said , '' sape nk blaja ddk dpn , and sape tk nk blaja ddk blakang ,'' then i sat at the back hahaha :D i opened my text book but i didn't look at it . i was writing some poems :) haha maths is soo boring ! haha after schl , we had a table talk to discuss about form 4's end of the year party and some prob between us . we talked for about 1 hour 30 mins haha then everything was okay . alhamdulillah :) my mom was in a good mood today . i dnt knw why . haha i wanted to hang out with my friends today , after asking , she immedietely said yes :S my mom dropped me at burger king , taipan and went somewhere , i dnt knw where . baby and q was at burger king . after that we went to secret recipe . then filmon came fr a while . after that , shasha , nelly , teyra and sue arrived . tiqot couldn't come bcos she was at aiman's house . haih if tiqot was around , we'd be complete . then each of us bought 1 slide cake . we planned to eat on the rooftop . the wind was strong . it was hard to light up even a single candle haha then we snapped pics and ate cake . then suddenly q planned to play with cake . everyone ran . it was damn dirty wey . haha then the guard came us shooed us away . we planned to clean ourselves at mcd . haha after arriving mcd , everyone stared at us . damn funnyy haha at 6 , shasha's sis fetched us . when i arrived home with my dirty clothes , my mom didn't get angry . i bathed for an hour to remove the smell of cake but it didn't work . i still smelt like cake haha today was awesome ! :)) my dad was nice to me and we talked . i had fun todayy ! it was an almost perfect day . i'm fucking tired but i had fun todayy ! 080808 WAS AWESOMEEE ! :) haa btw , HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TEYRA AND NELLY <3


almost perfect


happy birthdaayy teyra and nelly <3


birthday cake

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call me tash

this morning after i got up , i wanted to be someone else . i don't wanna be tasha that thinks too much , takes something too seriously , always stressed . i told everyone to call me tash bcos i wanna be a better person . i love go to schl bcos my schlmates always make me happy and laugh non stop . then at 3pm , babyfara came to my house and i taught her to play the guitar but only a lil bit . 1st part of 'your call' . then my mom went out . so it was only me and bby . we snapped pics . then watched 'love' , indon version . bby was so into it . haha . it was sad but nice . then we called mcd and ate while watching . then in my room , i told bby about someone while crying . bt bby cheered me up . that someone that always encourages me has gone far . im gonna miss u uzaair :') . then at 7.30 pm bby's mommy fetched her . after that my mom started babbling . lately she's been stressing me out . i don't like it when my mom treats me like a kid without feelings . that's all for today :) . bby , thanks for spending time with me , i had fun <3

me and babyfara

love

babyfara says : 'love that cannot be seen by eyes , cannot be touch by hands , but its there , even before we say it'

filmon says : 'love is like the wind , you can't see it , but u can feel it'

uzair says : 'love is something that u cannot see , touch and hear . but its something that u can feel deep down inside ur heart'